100 Things About Me

My blog is so material specific that most readers don't really know about the person behind the dating disaster. Here are my 100 things about me:

1. I have one brother. I also have 3 step-brothers and a step-sister. I also have 3 step-half siblings. That makes 9 of us. 9
   
2. I refer to all of them as simply my brother or sister in hopes that we could be closer
3. It is not working
4. My parents divorced when I was 6
5. I do not remember them being together
6. My father introduced me to my new family by taking me to see A Christmas Carol. He pointed to the stage where they were all performing and said, "That's your new brother," "That's your new sister," etc
7. I had an interest in acting ever since then
8. I was in a thespian troupe in high school and was in 3 plays, one being the lead
   
9. I was an extra in "Road Trip" and met Tom Green and Seann William Scott. You can see me walking behind Brekin Meyer and Amy Smart kissing at the end of the movie
10. My stupid brother was also in the movie and he has more screen time than I do. I think he did it to prove he's better than me
11. I love to start little craft projects. Finishing them, however, is another story
    
12. I sing in the car with abandon
13. I also love karaoke
14. I used to be really bad at it, but I can hold my own now
    
15. So far I've been booed once and had a lemon thrown at me: I finished both songs smiling
16. I consider this to be an accomplishment
17. My mother never taught me anything girlie like applying makeup or shaving and I wish she had
18. I never dated in high school
19. I went to my senior prom with another girl (as friends)
    
20. When I got to college, I dated all. the. time
21. I was only truly single for 3 weeks of my college career
22. I've been in love at least once in my life, the others I'm not so sure about
    
23. I've been coloring my hair since I was 11
24. It is naturally a grey mousy brown--the ugliest color ever
25. I rarely dye my hair the same color twice
26. Blondes really do have more fun
    
27. I had my tonsils removed when I was 19
28. I am a really possessive person
29. I have had 5 full-time jobs since I was graduated from college
30. When people laugh at my jokes, I'll repeat the punch line
31. Even I find this habit annoying
32. I don't wear makeup in the summertime because I think freckles are beautiful
33. I was in a really serious car accident when I was 17. I'm lucky to be alive
34. Because of this, I have a dent that can be seen when I wrinkle my forehead
35. I played the violin for seven years
36. I went to Italy after I was graduated from high school
37. I still can't believe my mother let me go. I think it was because my friend almost died my senior year and she went
38. I lost 3 good friends my senior year in high school within 2 months
39. I was very angry at God
40. We're getting back on track. It's a slow process.
    
41. After the third death, I became a recluse, dropped all my friends and after school activities and gained 20 pounds
42. I lost the weight almost immediately when I started college
43. I was arrested at 19 for possession of alcohol. I was never convicted
44. I took an extra semester to get through college because I drank too much
45. My parents still don't know about that extra semester
46. When I was 21 I hurt my forehead again. 11 stitches, alcohol related
47. My parents don't know that real story either
48. I hope men find scars sexy because I have a faint one on my forehead
49. Most people don't even notice it anymore
50. I don't drink that much anymore. This relieves me
51. I'm convinced that everyone will pass through my life. No one will stick with me
52. I don't think anyone will love me enough to ask me to marry them
    
53. My father was the first man in my life who left. So far every other man in my life has also left me.
    
54. My mother says this is a coincidence, but I don't believe her
55. I can't forgive my mother for my childhood. I've tried
    
56. My family is very rich, but I am not
57. I'd take independence over money any day
58. In addition to my blog, I keep a paper journal as well
59. I have a Siberian Husky
60. I am a published writer
61. I've written for two different newspapers, both critically acclaimed
62. I wish I was serious enough to put an effort into my other writings
63. I wear my hair in a pony tail most of the time
    
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65. I love sushi
66. I want to see Hong Kong and Thailand before I die
67. I drink cheap beer when I'm alone, but nice beer when I'm out in public
68. I can be pretty selfish except when it comes to men
    
69. I hate to 69
70. I lost my virginity when I was 19
71. My roommate was less than three feet away. She never knew
72. I'm fairly secretive if you can't tell by now
73. I stopped counting the number of men I have slept with when I realized it doesn't matter
    
74. Fine, I just counted. 13
    
75. I started getting anxiety attacks over men and commitment after my last relationship ended
76. The sight of baby stores give me chest pains
77. I do want that stuff, I just don't want anyone else to know it in case it never happens
78. I don't like to fail
    
79. I should wear glasses all the time, but I don't
80. I'm not very patient
81. However, for the ultimately annoying combo, I am very persistent
82. I blame it all on the being the youngest. I'm used to getting my way
83. I am a great story teller
84. If sailors rode in my car with me, they'd be offended by my swearing
85. My capacity to love is so big, it often scares me
86. My smile is very expensive, but well worth it
87. I scratch my neck when I concentrate. The marks will stay for hours
88. I bite my nails when I'm nervous
89. I'm silly. I hope that never changes
90. I laugh when I lie
91. I'm in perpetual need to lose 10 pounds
92. I honestly believe if I was thin enough, I could have any man I want
93. My BMI is 21.3 which means I'm of normal weight
    
94. Strangers stop me on the street to compliment my butt all the time
95. I don't believe men when they say I'm beautiful. If they're better looking than me, I think they just want in my pants. If they are uglier than me then I don't think they know what they are talking about
96. I'm cold natured
97. I'm addicted to Diet Coke
98. I'm happy when I'm single and I'm happy when I'm in a relationship, but I'm generally not happy when I'm dating around
    
99. My laugh is contagious
    
100. I love my life right now. Love it