~Monday, May 04, 2009

Hi.

I'm sitting here trying to figure out when exactly did things go horribly awry. My heart is pounding so hard that I don't know if I'm going to vomit or have an anxiety attack. But I do know that today will be the hardest day of my life, and by night I'll be safe. And possibly on my way to being happy again. But that's going to take a little while longer.

16 comments:

nicole said...

everything will be ok. you'll pull through it. whatever you are going through, you are strong enough to handle it. keep your head up and stay strong.

Blue soup said...

hello darling, there you are. Sorry to read that it's going to be a difficult day for you and sending you lots of love and positive vibes from England. Come back when you feel able and let us know you are ok x

LizSara said...

sending you lots of love and positivity x

kristinblakely said...

thinking about you. xo

Lpeg said...

thinking about you, and hoping you get through this day as fast as possible. i hope you are okay. xx.

Katherine said...

I hope that you are feeling better, and I'm sorry you are going through a tough time. But there are lots of people out here who care about you, and hope that you are doing well.

Julie said...

Good luck to you, and be strong!

Lauri said...

So glad you're back - been very worried about you - had a feeling something was not right..stay strong and know support is always there...I agree with nicole - you are definitely strong enough to handle it...

Aritza, Goddess of .. said...

Hang on, the day will be over soon.. Can only go up from here ?
Thinking of you, take care xx

Valcoris said...

Glad to see you back but sad to see it under such unpleasant circumstances. My heart goes out to you and perhaps all of the positive and hopeful thoughts from 'round the world will help swing things a little in your favor (sounds like you could use the break).

Colleen said...

I consider it fate that I haven't been on the blog reading trail for quite some time, and then I up and visit your site today and see that post. I hope you're well, no matter how hard it is today. Things pass, with time. Or so everyone has been telling me. Stay strong!

M-Joy said...

I love you hon. Glad to see you're communicating again with the virtual world at least. Call me when you can.

J said...

I know you will get through whatever you are dealing with...you are one of the strongest people I know. Thinking of you and sending great big Canadian hugs...

gekkogirl said...

hello sweetheart, sorry that things are not great but glad to see you back. all good wishes coming your way. xxx

susy said...

I hope that whatever took place yesterday has made you stronger today but if it doesn't feel that way just yet, cry girlfriend, cry as hard as you can!

Aside from being something you can control, it's also very cleansing and very refreshing, like rain on the scorched ground...

Amber said...

You've been missed!

Please let me know if there's anything I can do to help.

Whatever is going on... you're amazing and you WILL get through it!

Don't hesitate to reach out to your friends...

 

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