~Tuesday, December 08, 2009

On This Day in May

It was a Saturday when we went to a wedding. For his step-sister. He got drunk and told me that no man would ever love me. I tried to leave, but he drug me across the floor in front of the bartender and employees. I ran into the bathroom to compose myself and he followed me in. Kicked down the stall door. Shoved me against a wall. Raised his hand as if to punch me. I screamed for anyone, anyone to help me, but I knew the bathroom was too far away.

It was a Sunday when he woke up after continuing to drink all night. He threw a wine bottle at me. I had to pick glass off of my shins and feet. I barricaded myself in the closet because for the first time I was truly afraid of him. I waited until he passed out drunk on the couch and I snuck out. It was the same day I called my mom and told her I was ready to come home.

It was a Monday when I moved out. My family was too afraid for me and dropped everything they were doing to help me get out. He was out on a date with another girl.


Tonight my company Christmas party is being held at the same venue as the wedding. I'll be at the same place with a new man on my arm.

I don't think I'll be going to the bathroom tonight.


J said...

I am so very glad that you got out of that relationship. I hope you have a great time at the party. You are in a so much better place now...

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rockhead said...

Am so glad you left him, that you somehow got the strength to pick yourself up, heal, move on and risk love again.
Have a great night.

dont eat the token said...

Holy shit. You know Christopher will never ever treat you like that. I'm glad you're making a new memory there - even though I imagine it'll be really hard to see that place again. x

nuttycow said...

Wow, has it been a year?

You're so much better out of that one.

Have a fantastic time at the party!

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Lpeg said...

Wow, that's scary. I'm so sorry you had to go through that. I'm very glad you're with Christopher now - he wouldn't do that to you, especially having an idea of what you went through...

ephereal said...

I have been reading your blog for over a year now and your latest post really touched me. You've really come so far and I'm so proud of you for getting out of that previous situation. You're more inspiring than you realise x

Anonymous said...

amazing, wonderful lovely woman how far you have come. Am so glad that you got away from that hideous man and so grateful that you have someone who genuinely loves you. I hope that you enjoyed the party.

Bathwater said...

I don't blame you but you. But let Chris no what happened there. Make him aware of your feelings. Walk tall, hold him close and have a great evening!

Paige Jennifer said...

It's like a do-over! Yay!!!

AmyB said...

I don't think you have anything to worry about this time around. You made the absolutely best decision that day you left. I'm just so, so sorry it had to get to that point at all before you realized what a bad person he is... (((hugs)))

Anonymous said...


I can't even imagine living through what you have. I'm so glad that you found the courage to leave.

Maybe you should visit the bathroom?? To continue the "purge" of Scott.....


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